Sometimes I wonder. Mostly when I am really tired and bored. There are so many things to think about in life. I don’t know how people do it. I try to take things on day at a time. Sometimes that does not work. Right now I am really tired. I have about 1/2 hour until the last movie gets out and all my paperwork is done for the night. There is probably more I could do, but I’m a little burnt out. I have been working abour 40 hours a week at the theatre and about 20 or so hours for KarateDepot. I am really glad for my blog, my monday night music and the new journal that Holly got me for my birthday. They have all been really great at helping me keep some sanity lately. I have been working so much and doing other things like organizing our Scottish dance weekend in February, that I feel that I don’t get to see Holly and Gavin enough. And when I do get to see them, we end up spending the time cleaning or doing launery or finishing house projects. It is really frustrating. The past 2 or 3 days since my birthday were nice because I got to spend some time with them. Mostly just sitting around playing with Gavin and talking to Holly. Which is great. That is part of the reason Gordon Biersch was so great. It was the most worry free night that I have had and got to spend with Holly, Gavin and Mary. Such a relaxing evening. Totally stress free evening. Now I am back to work desperatly missing being at home. Sigh. Tomorrow is my day off from the theatre, so if I can get my KarateDepot done before 1:30PM we can all go to the pool. That will be good.