This morning I awoke and watched Gavin and Holly dawdle a bit before they headed downstairs. Gavin was so beautiful with the morning light on him. Holly paused for a second to glance at herself in the mirror to be sure that she was well dressed for the day. I thought how wonderful and beautiful my family is. I am in love. I went over the rest of the day in my head for all of 5 seconds. In that time, we went house hunting, drove to the beach and swam and laid in the sun and were happy and beautiful. At the end of the 5 seconds I am still laying naked in bed about to start the day. In this moment, I am really happy.